I randomly take my pulse throughout the day, usually on my jugular.

Don’t tell me that I’m the only one who does this.

#IAMNOTWEIRD

I’m having a hard time getting back to sleep. I woke up from a violent dream and now work matters are now filling my thoughts.

The latter — taking a step back, his code feels too complicated. Structured nicely, segmented well, but may be too tedious to implement/replicate quickly.

The former — a lady broke into my house, I’ve never known either in real life. I beat her out but knew it wasn’t the end.

She came back later with her boyfriend and this time I beat them both unconscious. I was bloody as well and called 911. The police came and it turned into a media circus.

The intruders “sat up” while everyone was distracted but I’d been watching them because I’m of the garden variety paranoid.

I stabbed the woman to death as she was coming toward me. The media shifted their focus from the police to me. The boyfriend had loaded his hands with forks and knives but I stabbed him dead, too. Then I kinda looked around and slowly came back to consciousness.

I didn’t care in the dream about the beatings or killings. After I was fully awake, it didn’t bother me either.

The bothering thing: it doesn’t bother me now that it didn’t bother me then.

#confessional #dreams

Shooting at the walls of heartache, bang bang. I am the warrior.

#lyrics

All-American Rejects

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you’ve had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your

Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me
When all you gotta keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you’ve lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your

Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along (go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong
We move along (go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong
we move along (along)
Along (along)
Along (along)
Along

When all you gotta keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through (just to make it through)

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do (I know you do)
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along (go on, go on, go on, go on)

Right back what is wrong
We move along (go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along (go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along (go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

#musicvideos #lyrics #theallamericanrejects

Often times in the fall I see a single leaf slowly blowing across the street and when I do, my heart skips a beat as I imagine they’re undead rodents.

#confessional

I’m not a fan of the jeans, socks, shoes combo I’m wearing this morning.

#random #fashion

Smokin Blues

Recorded with my phone of course.

No, I’m not standing in the fucking cold, fucking with that stupid fucking lock that needs a secret fucking handshake just to keep the motherfucker unlocked.

#worknews

It’s too easy for me to live online, get lost in the fibers. Then I disconnect, wander around the house for a few minutes and think, “oh… I live here, too.”

#confessional

#OH: A little bit of emotion shows that we care.