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sgc — Apr 7th, 2015 at 4:41:36 pm

tcr! · Apr 7, 2015 at 4:41 pm

Son-we gonna make it. I dont have any say n how that happens or even any specific notion of what that means-not really. I just know its a matter of ‘WHEN’ not ‘IF’ & when we do-we will understand the answer 2 both of those things. I love u little man, Scott. Be gentle 2 yourself :-|

#messaging #sgc

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Apr 7th, 2015 at 12:20:00 pm

tcr! · Apr 7, 2015 at 12:20 pm

define despondency

Sometimes I really think I’m gonna snap.

#confessional

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The Monster (ft. Rihanna) by Eminem

tcr! · Apr 7, 2015 at 11:02 am

I’m friends with the monster that’s under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I’m crazy, yeah, you think I’m crazy

I wanted the fame, but not the cover of Newsweek
Oh well, guess beggars can’t be choosey
Wanted to receive attention for my music
Wanted to be left alone, public excuse me
Been wanting my cake, I need it too, wanting it both ways
Fame may be a balloon cause my ego inflated
When I blew seep it was confusing
Cause all I wanted to do is be the Bruce Lee of loose leaf
Abused ink, used it as a tool when I blew steam
Hit the lottery – “ooh wee!”
With what I gave up to get was bittersweet
It was like winning a huge meet
Ironic cause I think I’m getting so huge I need a shrink
I’m beginning to lose sleep – one sheep, two sheep
Going cucko and cuckier as Kool Keith
But I’m actually weirder than you think
‘Cause I’m…

I’m friends with a monster that’s under my bed
Get a long with the voices inside of my head
You trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I’m crazy, yeah, you think I’m crazy
Well, that’s not fair…
Well, that’s not fair…

Now I ain’t much of a poet
But I know somebody once told me to seize the moment
And don’t squander it
Cause you never know when it could all be over
…so I keep conjuring
Sometimes I wonder where these thoughts spawn from
(Yeah, I ponder it – do you wonder?)
(There’s no wonder you’re losing your mind the way you’re brought up)
I think you’ve been wandering off down yonder and stumbled upon Jeff…
‘Cause I needed an intervention in this to intervene between me and this monster
And save me from myself and all this conflict
Cause the very things that I love is killing me and I can’t conquer it
My OCD is… me in the head
Keep knocking, nobody’s home, I’m sleepwalking
I’m just relaying what the voice of my head saying
Don’t shoot the messenger, I’m just friends with the…

I’m friends with the monster that’s under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I’m crazy, yeah, you think I’m crazy

Call me crazy, but I had this vision
One day that I’d walk amongst you regular civilians
But until then drums get killed I’m coming straight at
Emcees, blood get spilled and I
Take it back to the days that I get on a Dre track
Give every kid who got played gat
Pumped the villain and shit that say back
To the kids who played ‘em
I ain’t here to save the fucking children
But if one kid out of a hundred million
Who are going through a struggle feels and relates that’s great
It’s payback… falling way back
In the draft, turn nothing into something, still can make that
Straw in the gold chump I will spend
…in a hay stack
Maybe I need a straightjacket, face facts
I am nuts for real, but I’m okay with that
It’s nothing, I’m still friends with a

I’m friends with the monster that’s under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I’m crazy, yeah, you think I’m crazy

I regularly hear Rihanna singing the chorus in my brain’s background.

#musicvideos #lyrics #eminem

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tcr! tcr! · Apr 7, 2015 at 11:12 am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vrG5nUyM4Y

I didn’t know the chorus came from this…

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Apr 7th, 2015 at 9:52:40 am

tcr! · Apr 7, 2015 at 9:52 am

This made my Tuesday worth working…

#email #worknews

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Peace out, Rosco P. Coltrane

tcr! · Apr 7, 2015 at 9:01 am

James Best, sheriff of

James Best, sheriff of “Hazzard” dies in Hickory at 88

James Best, whose prolific career included 83 movies and 600 TV shows but is best remembered for his role as Rosco P. Coltrane, the bumbling sheriff of Hazzard, died Monday night in Hickory.

Best was 88. He died in hospice after a brief illness of complications from pneumonia, said Steve Latshaw, a longtime friend and Hollywood colleague.

#rip #jamesbest

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2017 Volkswagen Beetle Dune

tcr! · Apr 6, 2015 at 8:35 pm

2017 Volkswagen Beetle Dune

My Car and Driver mag say, “Conjuring images of wild 70s beach orgies can’t possibly be bad for business, can it?”

#photos #cars

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tcr! tcr! · Apr 6, 2015 at 8:39 pm

They also call it a “unicorn” a few paragraphs later.

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Apr 6th, 2015 at 6:44:27 pm

tcr! · Apr 6, 2015 at 6:44 pm

Peeps, now that I’ve rested, I shall man my bicycle, patrol the Fox River, fighting crimey criminals and helping helpless citizens as i go.

#bikes

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tcr! tcr! · Apr 6, 2015 at 7:03 pm

The only crime I’ve found here at the river is that I’m outta shape for crime fighting.

tcr! tcr! · Apr 6, 2015 at 7:04 pm

Oh…and that’s supposed to be my house over there.

houses on the river

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Apr 6th, 2015 at 4:28:33 pm

tcr! · Apr 6, 2015 at 4:28 pm

Oh, sweet bed! I have missed your fluffiness this long day. Glad to see that you haven’t changed a bit. You even feel better than I expected!

#napsarespiritual

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Koko keeps pets

tcr! · Apr 6, 2015 at 2:42 pm

Koko (gorilla) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Koko is one of the few non-humans known to keep a pet. Researchers at The Gorilla Foundation said that Koko asked for a cat for Christmas in 1983. Ron Cohn, a biologist with the foundation, explained to the Los Angeles Times that when she was given a lifelike stuffed animal, she was less than satisfied. She did not play with it and continued to sign “sad.” So on her birthday in July 1984, she was able to choose a kitten from a litter. Koko selected a gray male Manx from a litter of abandoned kittens and named him “All Ball”. Penny Patterson, who had custody of Koko and who had organized The Gorilla Foundation, wrote that Koko cared for the kitten as if it were a baby gorilla. Researchers said that she tried to nurse All Ball and was very gentle and loving. They believed that Koko’s nurturing of the kitten and the skills she gained through playing with dolls would be helpful in Koko’s learning how to nurture an offspring.

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#meanwhile

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sgc — Apr 5th, 2015 at 7:35:50 pm

tcr! · Apr 5, 2015 at 7:35 pm

Lot of peeps here think i unconventionally ‘won’ the game & therefore will b around til i give up the ghost. Regional Mgr. who is decent friend say few day ago, ‘after a while person prove 2 me their worth-cant do no wrong & u planning on dying here, right? B4 i could say ‘no’ he talking bout me making some ‘real money’ & cutting my hair & wearing one of their’ fruitloop shirts & khakis. He dont get it. I like the job cause i was autonomous, got paid 2 exercise & if spirit moved me practice presence n morn & make floor shiny & plus n some way i dont completely understand pay ‘homage’ 2 art. The Revs & many @ church r real friends but been talking of me on committees & ‘think tank’ 4 how 2 greet & treat new potential members. I just like being still, nice,

& going cause it has good spiritual ‘happy’ feel, peeps aint ‘whacked’ on jesus like some sort of bad meth & Rev was good counselor 4 me when i really needed one. Believe jesus name came up bout 3 times n first yr of sessions :^). Howev, 4 me 2 get entrenched n a cause that still ultimately spiritually one dimensional & can significantly limit their growth-isnt my primary purpose-if they started paying me that would make it even worse. I can move comfortably within different socio-economic, cultural, racial & religious groups & i have started attracting & do not want 2 promote & could not lie 2 people that this was the totality of my belief system-cause closed systems inevitably lead 2 spiritual atrophy then decay. I hope they remember reason they liked

me n 1st place was i WAS different & told rev & others my beliefs sometimes were comforting but my actual spirittual shifts or experiences were life-altering & when that happens u r far less belief oriented & thrust n2 a realm where u KNOW. Regardless, i could prattle on n this way about mom, Andrew Carnegie Foundation, Library howev with u-ive already said more than enuf. U ‘get it’ I have plateaud with good i can do here & 2 keep doing it would b redundant. Which doesnt mean i dont hold this place n high regard & the x, fellowship & freedom i was alloted will never b 4gotten. Its just x 2 find more teachers & students & n some way that goes beyond words…2 move on. I love u, life should not be an endurance test. & as always more will be revealed.

In human terms of conventional life I passed point of safe return long x ago. U have not. There’s old Zen proverb that I think is sound enuf 4 u 2 think bout evry once & awhile whether u stay put or ‘let go & become one with the wind’ It say, do not seek 2 follow n the footsteps of the Masters of old, instead, seek what they sought :^)

#messaging #sgc

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