Tell me again how long I get to hold something against somebody… 🤔

#helpwanted #allislost

I just called my dentist and tried to cancel my appointment for tomorrow, April 30th because of my cold. I figured they wouldn’t want to be sticking their hands in my mouth.

Good thing the lady told me tomorrow is the 23rd because I had no idea what day it was.

I’m really glad I’m not in charge of launching anybody’s rockets today 🚀

#allislost

I woke up elated today thinking that it was Thursday. It’s not Thursday though, it’s fucking Wednesday. 🙄

In related news, I’ve been through this before.

#allislost

The scene is Sara’s kitchen table, around 6:15 am.

She asks me how I slept and I tell her okay but that I woke up at 5:45 am even though my alarm was set for 6:05 am. 🙄

My body was obviously tired after getting up with the sun but I don’t get why it didn’t just sleep for another 15 minutes. It had the time. It wasn’t doing anything else.

My body just does its own thing and most of the time it never makes any sense.

#napsarespiritual #allislost

Me: birds, shut the fuck up!

Me hurls spare pillow into the trees.

#allislost

It’s before 9 on a Sunday morning. I’m washing an aluminum bowl and my long sleeves keep falling down to my wrists.

WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME?

#allislost

I’ve thought about this too much at various points…and where I finally ended up with fate and destiny is this:

Life is like a flower bed, just earth, soil, what have you. Sometimes it’s wet with rain and other times it’s warm with sun.

If I do nothing fate takes over and the weeds get out of control. The flowers won’t be healthy and mediocre at best. Nature will do it’s own thing whether I like it or not. And the end of the day when I go to sleep the flower bed will be nothing I want to be a part of.

Because fate is the future we’ve given in to.

However, if I take action, pull the weeds, plant the seeds, keep them watered, give them attention and love then the flowers will grow strong and bloom in triumph.

Because destiny is the future we decide.

#photos #flowers #allislost #lettherebehope #fatedebate

Audio (MP3): 20190307 - Confront your feelings

Video (MP4): 20190307 - Confront your feelings

I’ve been writing and recording music for close to 30 years. This is the latest track. You should listen to it with headphones.

The words below are various thoughts I’ve had and one-liners I’ve collected over the last year. They seem to go hand in hand with the audio. We can’t be a fruity butterfly all the time.

Intolerant. Not verbally just mentally.

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Gas pump: Will you be paying with a credit or debit card?

Me: Credit.

Me pushes “credit card” button and inserts credit card.

Gas pump: Is this a debit or card?

Me: It’s a credit card… 🙄

Me pushes “credit card” button again.

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🚫 📺 😭 #photos #allislost