Audio (MP3): 20201124 - stubborn elephantz mp3

Please enjoy another song I wrote/played/recorded sometime in the early 2000s. Except for the elephant samples. The elephants own their own copyrights.

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Audio (MP3): 20200324 - i’m not a hybrid

Please enjoy another song I recorded sometime in the late 90s, maybe 1996. Of course I wrote all the lyrics and music and played all the instruments. Because that’s what you do when you’re me.

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Audio (MP3): 20190921 - jolly green

Please enjoy another song I recorded sometime in the late 90s, maybe 1998. Of course I wrote all the lyrics and music and played all the instruments. Because that’s what you do when you’re me.

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Audio (MP3): 20190406 - FMN

Please enjoy a song I recorded sometime in the late 90s, maybe 1998. Of course I wrote all the lyrics and music and played all the instruments. Because that’s what you do when you’re me.

The additional vocals/voices are messages left on my home answering machine. When those were a thing.

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This is what I do when I’m sick and stuck inside for two and a half days: make weird music on my iPad.

The tracks aren’t in perfect time. They were recorded independently, each in one take.

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Audio (MP3): 20180507 - my crocodile.mp3

I haven’t recorded any podcasts for a bit but I have every intention of soon, with intention being the keyword.

In the meantime please enjoy a song I recorded some time in the early 2000s.

I suppose once in a while I close my eyes while I’m on trial.
Feel alive with my crocodile, shun their world and rest my smile.

Porno looks better than it has to feel.

Maybe you should lay down and die inside.
I’ll never go out because I’m not in style.

Porno looks better than it has to feel.

I only miss the past, the days I wished away.
The times that never seemed to last.
Roll over, instant scab.

Alias: grahm sexton
Title: my crocodile

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Audio (MP3): 20180428 - You're still dumb

My podcasts were probably broken for the last few days or so.

To make up for the flub, please enjoy this flashback to the late 90s. I wrote, recorded, played all the instruments, and even sang on this gem.

Alias: graham sexton
Title: you’re still dumb

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Audio (MP3): 20180305 - Long Crash Cymbal

“You can’t just post one of your songs as a podcast.”

“I do what I want.”

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Audio (MP3): 20180204 - Mechanically and electrically perfect

Mechanically and electrically perfect, draft one. Recorded in GarageBand, same as the podcasts.

I hate Sunday’s. 😒

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• Audio file - MP3
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I’m not a pianist. Or a violinist. But in 1995 under the alias grahm sexton I pretended to be.

I wrote and recorded this musical piece on a 4-track tape recorder in Des Moines, Iowa in a walk-in closet.

The vocals are mixed way down because I’ve always hated the sound of my voice.

Are there any parts of me
that you would care to see?
Unravel blueprints for my surgery,
reconstruct my fucking personality.

Shove aside my point of view,
disregard who I have to be.
Sorry I cannot live to
your expectations of me.

There is no chances in our hell
that you will control my body.
I can’t stand my hesitant apologies.
I never ever hear that you’re sorry.

My mind is not up for
a battle of custody.
Your ideals are my calamity.
I cannot pull apart the insanity.

My body is not up for
a round of your shooting gallery.

…

The clock hanging on my wall
is ticking away my life again.

Got half a pack of cigarettes
to last the rest of my life again.

Another dysfunctional relationship
to take away my life again.

There’s a gaping hole in daddy’s arm
to swallow up my life again.

The next flight leaving out of town
will hide the rest of my life again.

Memories of a careless past
will haunt the rest of my life again.

Again. Again.

That clock again.
That goddamn clock again.

That clock again.
That goddamn ticking again.

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