Sign in to your account



This field is required


forgot your password?


New to the site? Create an account →

No horse blankets

tcr! · Apr 10, 2019 at 9:53 am

No horse blankets

When I got to the place where I couldn’t stand myself anymore, where I didn’t want to be the person I’d always been. And not do the same things I’d always done, I can see now that’s when I had reached the breaking point.

The pain of being me had broken my very soul. Fuck.

It wasn’t the drinking, it wasn’t ever the drugs. It was me. It wasn’t the traffic or the other drivers. It wasn’t other people at all. Well, it was some of those people but when that blanket of denial was pulled back just far enough I could see, when a light came on that cast a clarity almost too bright on what I’d been doing to myself nothing ever looked the same again in the days after.

Thinking back to that moment and all the desperate, frantic pain, tortured to tears, completely sober and sick of being myself, that’s when I turned a corner and walked down a path I’d only heard other people talk about.

And that’s when the spiritual revolution began.

No horse blankets.

#photos #alcoholism #lettherebehope

vaughn3 · Apr 10, 2019 at 1:46 pm

Well said

tcr! tcr! · Apr 10, 2019 at 4:47 pm

Thank you!

Reply

It’d be better if you signed in before commenting


Post

glenn.cremer glenn.cremer · Apr 11, 2019 at 12:59 pm

I had never heard it put that way, but well said.

tcr! tcr! · Apr 11, 2019 at 6:59 pm

Thanks ❤️

Reply

It’d be better if you signed in before commenting


Post

Add a comment

It’d be better if you signed in before commenting


Post



Latest articles for #photos

Jun 25th, 2019 at 1:12:45 am

· 14 hours ago

I struggle in life more than I’d like to admit. I get frustrated when I need to tie my…

Soft Australian Liquorice

· 22 hours ago

Sara got me these soft licorices for my birthday. They’re serious going to be the death…

Swedish Days 2019 Ferris wheel ride

· 3 days ago

I like to get on the Ferris wheel at least once per season. 💘 #photos #sara #maggie