2012 and 2013 were hard years for me and with the latter winding down, I’ve been doing my best to put my melancholy on hold. The emotional shards of glass still find their way to the surface but I just let them bleed out and continue on.
I’m suspicious of 2014 but do know that it will be nothing like the previous two. My tolerance has been broke and I will invoke change if “matters” don’t evolve for the better.
2009 thru 2011 took their alcoholic tolls on me…
…and those around me but I feel steady ground under me boots and a strong wind in me sails. Fuck all that, pirates suck in reality but you get my point.
I don’t know what I was going for with this. Maybe just looking for personal closure.