Lyrics

One day I opened the mailbox and
Guess what I found lurking for me?
Unexpected invitation to my
Fucking class reunion Jesus, please
I had to go to school with the lot of you
You think I wanna revisit that?
Relive the worst years of my life
Socialize with buzzards and rats?
I fought long simply to omit
Your faces from my fractured mind
Cleanse any lingering doubt that I
Was accountable for your reckless hate crimes

I only wanted some place to belong
I only wanted a puzzle to fit
You pushed me out, each every one
Pushed me out, you’re just dumb
Ain’t it funny how your clothes are now
Out of style shit, how they don’t fit

You were caught up in everything
I ever wanted to disbelieve
Mirrors and mimics, no prototype
A sea of orthodoxy
Meanwhile crippling countless self-esteems
I know it’s hard not to follow the crowd
But damn you demanded compliance
Fuck your futile codes, I’ll bow out
I wonder how many of you were
Dying on the inside
Propping up miserably your make-ups
Keeping the breach from the outside

I only wanted some place to belong
I only wanted a puzzle to fit
You pushed me out, each every one
Pushed me out, the lucky one
Ain’t it funny how your clothes are now
Out of style shit, how they don’t fit

Thank god I didn’t fit in your drizzle
Thank god I found a place to belong
I’ll push you out, every last one
Push you out, you’re still dumb
Ain’t it funny still your clothes are still
Out of style shit, how they still don’t fit