the reason we trudge is that it’s hard to tap dance when you’re knee deep in bullshit.

…drank in 17 days and haven’t taken Lorazepam in 19 days.  

cold-turkey’d the Lorazepam (was on it daily for approx 3 years) and after the fact found out shouldn’t have done that.  Horrible consequences result from Lorazepam withdrawal and should only be undertaken with medical supervision.  The consequences are, in short, return of the symptoms, IE: PANIC attacks, only with something to prove the second time around.   
Don’t try this at home, kids.  (don’t have an emoji for sinister chuckle)  

Lorazepam is a monster.  Stevie Nicks, amongst others, talks about it.  Way worse than the cocaine withdrawal she says.  All I can say is that it is a monster.  

My only cravings have been for homicide.  yeah, i’m on durango, number 95