I don’t know if I’ve ever experienced unreasonable happiness.

it is without question attainable.
i need to be careful here because i am slightly off kilter. but i’m being completely serious.
unreasonable happiness is found when a person takes substances to adjust. unreasonable happiness can also be found when you’re substance free and trying to do the right thing. you look up, look around and ponder what the fuck is going on. it’s then that you notice that you’re engaged in or even enjoying the struggle that is life. and sometimes when the planets are less maligned than not, it dawns on you that you don’t regret. you even enjoy. peace sneaks up on you and lets you have it’s way with her. retrospective enchantments. this is the way it was intended and it’s ok with you. your co-signature is unnecessary. your credit is good here. the substance free version is not necessarily better but it’s cheaper and easier, like a reformed whore you fall in love with. you don’t judge her or even think about her past, you just appreciate the moments she’ll allow.
it’s a goddam rodeo /bullfight/disneyland on acid and you don’t want to change a thing.