It feels like another one of my ‘life cycles’ here is coming 2 an end. Its x 2 wander again. Let go. Dont worry Im not heading up 2 Chi-town, only u, Dave Halen & damn polar bears can handle that funniness. Nor IA, CA, KS, FL, Death or Jeebie World (least not yet :^). Having defined where Im not going that leaves possibilities pretty open. The life Ive known here, the most meaningful ever known. Closest friends I have ever had (fam doesnt count :^) ). I have been a good son, brother (@ least 2 Weist) nephew & friend. After little shindigging I settled down & made some decent art & delightfully bizarre & deranged stories. I became good citizen n several different ways, a good worker, & most important good progression toward my spiritual goal.

I truly did love & appreciate vast majority of the moment Ive spent here-now tho x 2 go. Im sorry that 4 a change going 2 leave ‘a hole’ n some people’s lives but God will refill them easy enough if they remain open & willing 2 being refilled…Im not n trouble with anyone, even Rev James. He knows my orneriness & there was more than enough truth n my story bout what lead up 2 crucifixion, that he well-with him & most others round this neck of woods-i really cant do much wrong. Its just that nothing last 4ever n this place & i know i changed some perspective & lives 4 the better here, some profoundly & now Im supposed 2 do that somewhere else…maybe thats what ive always done but Im just lot more aware of what took place here. Anyway, its not a matter of

‘If’ but only ‘when’, but rest assured, when it happens it will be Now :^). Happy Easter & love 2 u & yers, sgc

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