people. people give me panic attack.

not really. in a rare enough serious bleat, i realized they were panic attacks when i couldn’t trace ‘em to anything. no precipitating event. no mood. no substance. just up out of the blue i’ll be completely…panicked. it is no goddam fun. the medicine works and it works so good i respect it, IE: i don’t abuse it because i’m afraid i’ll run out and need it and because i understand that abusing it can cause panic attacks.