50 lashes to the back
Skin the flesh, expose the bone
It’s the same as 15 minutes
Where I’m at, dine on fact
I travel alone
Kneeling before the mirror
So I can watch as I
Eat myself alive

With digested sap depriving my eyes
I chew and swallow bitter pride
And vomit up the man inside
I vomit up the man inside
I vomit up the man inside
I vomit up the man inside

I’m blood-soaked and gutted
Graphically
I don’t smile anymore
With jugular in my teeth
Anatomy across the floor
Wallowing in a sticky pool
Of my humiliation
A tapeworm seething in shit

Diluted determination
Languid immolation
I hate myself, I ate myself
Blood for wine, hack the vines
A tapeworm seething in shit
A tapeworm seething in shit

With digested sap depriving my eyes
I chew and swallow bitter pride
And vomit up the man inside
I vomit up the man inside
I vomit up the man inside
I vomit up the man inside

Words can only outline
When I strip the arteries
From their muscles
Slather my plasma
Upon my chest
Feast on my ignominy

Spoil what was a mind
Spoil what was a mind
That’s fine
Spoil what was a mind
That’s fine
That’s fine
That’s fine